every single place Daddy goes... everywhere i look... everything i touch... everything i hear... and every single time i close my eyes, i see You. i feel You. i HEAR YOU. and it shatters Daddy’s Heart a little more, every time. i know Jesus has so much more for Daddy to do here, but i just want to See You. Hold You. Kiss You. tell You how much I Miss You, and how much I Love You...
Daddy just wants to go to a Secret Place. where i can only see Your Face. Lord, Please Take Me to a Hide Away...
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I am so Proud of you...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
#GoodnightBabyGirl
#ChangeTheWorldBabyGirl
#RavenStrong
#RavensLight
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. Daddy misses You. but i know that You already know that... there will be moments that Daddy is sitting here, and tears just begin to fall down my cheeks, and will not stop...
it was 8 years ago today, that Nan was called Home to be with Jesus, and i AB.SOLUTELY can ONLY IMAGINE the reunion that happened when You went to be with Jesus... oh. my Daddy Heart. i KNOW, that was one of the most beautiful days EVER in Heaven. until Jesus calls Daddy Home... THAT, will be THE MOST beautiful day. i miss You... i carry You with me, everyday, every moment...
Daddy’s Heart is broken, and beyond shattered. so until i am called Home, Daddy will continue to do ALL that i can to make You Happy, to make You Proud, and EVERYTHING in my strength, and in my power, to spread Your Light, and spread Your Love BabyGirl...
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I am so Proud of you...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
#GoodnightBabyGirl
#ChangeTheWorldBabyGirl
#RavenStrong
#RavensLight
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. today, Daddy had a very hard day. i TRULY. THANK. GOD that there is no hatred. no bitterness. no lies. no ugliness. no deceit. and no broken and shattered hearts in Heaven. and BabyGirl, i CAN. NOT. WAIT to get there with You and Jesus...
Daddy’s Heart is beyond broken, and i am shattered BabyGirl. and i KNOW, without a SHADOW. OF. A. DOUBT, if You were here with Daddy, Your Heart would be hurting, SO MUCH too. but i will NEVER have to worry about Your Heart hurting, or You being sad, or ANYTHING negative, EVER again. and for THAT, i find Joy, and Happiness. because knowing that YOU are Happy, and in THE. MOST beautiful Place, and that there is only Joy, and Peace, and Happiness, and Laughter, and TRUE, UNCONDITIONAL Love... THAT fills Daddy’s Heart. because Daddy’s life has ALWAYS been about You, and NEVER has, or was about “me”...
i need You now more than ever BabyGirl... Daddy is Lost. Scared. Hurt. Broken. BEYOND disappointed. and shattered. i need Your soft whisper BabyGirl. i need to feel You. i need to hear YOU say that You are proud of me, and that Jesus is Proud of me too... because i am trying, with EVERY. OUNCE of my being, and with all of my Heart and Soul to “turn the other cheek” and to “Pray for those that persecute me”... Daddy will always find my Strength in Jesus, and i will always find my Peace in Jesus. and i KNOW, that in ALL THINGS God works for the Good of those who Love Him, and are called according to His Purpose. but i need You BabyGirl...
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I am so Proud of you...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
#GoodnightBabyGirl
#ChangeTheWorldBabyGirl
#RavensLight
#RavenStrong
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. i felt You with me today... every time i hear someone sharing a story of You, i feel You. every time i see someone being Kind or going out of their way to spread Love, i feel You. every time i take a breath, i feel You... Daddy cried, as i do everyday, so many tears today. i miss You BabyGirl. more than words will EVER be able to express...
Daddy finished Your website today, and i can only imagine, how much You would Love it... it is so beautiful, and so perfect. seeing it completed, and how much has gone into it, the hours, the tears, the compassion and the Love, made Daddy’s Heart smile. for YOU. because now Daddy can CONTINUE to talk to You, talk through You, share Your Light. share Your Story. Daddy can share Your Love...
as i lay down, and close my eyes, be with me BabyGirl... i need You. my Heart continues to break, and continues to shatter. just to hold You. hug You. kiss You. just to tell you once more, “I Love You BabyGirl. more than ALL of the stars...”
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I am so Proud of you...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
#GoodnightBabyGirl
#ChangeTheWorldBabyGirl
#RavensLight
#RavenStrong
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]]>Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. i miss You. more than i will EVER be able to say or express. and as my Heart continues to break, and will continue to shatter, i will continue to seek the Positive things in this world. i will FOREVER look and seek the Good in people and in Life. and i will FOREVER have YOU to thank for that...
You taught Daddy to slow down. to be patient. to say nice things, even when Daddy is hurt. to ALWAYS look for the “good” and the “positive” in Life, and in People. Daddy will NEVER be able to express how Proud i am of You... Daddy is trying, with ALL of my Soul and my Strength to see, and focus on the “good”. but right now, it is so hard. almost impossible...
i think about You, every second, of everyday. every place i go. every thing i see. every single thing i smell. every single thing i hear. when my eyes are closed, and when they are open... EVERY. SINGLE. THING in Daddy’s world, makes me think, reminds me, and helps me SEE You BabyGirl. Daddy needs to see YOU BabyGirl... Daddy’s Heart hurts Beautiful. i need You...
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I am so Proud of you...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... Daddy spent another day, missing You more today, than i did yesterday. Daddy’s Heart is absolutely shattered. i am trying, with ALL of my strength to be Strong. and Fight. and to keep... “moving”. but it is hard BabyGirl. Daddy is hurting...
i strive to do something, every single day, to make You smile. to make You happy. to make You proud. i will keep fighting. i will keep Trusting in Christ. i will continue to spread Your Light, spread Your Love, and do EVERYTHING in my power to continue to spread Your Legacy... because until Jesus calls me Home to be with You, my Heart will break, and my Heart will shatter...
i am empty. when Jesus called You Home, half of my Heart broke into a million pieces, and the other half went to Heaven with You. i NEED You BabyGirl. without You, i am not complete. without You, i am lost. please be with me BabyGirl... i need Your soft whispers. i need Your soft touch through the wind blowing. Daddy needs YOU BabyGirl...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. i truly wish and Pray there were enough words that i could say, to express how much i miss You, how Proud of You i am, how incredibly broken and shattered my Heart is. but ABOVE ALL, how much Daddy Loves You...
there TRULY IS not a single second, of ANY day that i am not Thinking about You. one second it will make my Heart smile, and LITERALLY 15 seconds later, it hurts so much, that i cannot hold back the tears... Daddy is trying so hard to be Tough, and to be STRONG, but sometimes it is almost emotionally, spiritually and physically impossible. my Heart and my World is shattered BabyGirl...
i imagine all of the time how Beautiful, how Gorgeous, how AMAZINGLY UNEXPLAINABLE Heaven is, and how much Joy, and Happiness, and Laughter, and LOVE, and fun, and excitement You are having there. and how much PEACE You are in. and as i write that, just having to PHYSICALLY WRITE THAT, what is left of Daddy’s Heart, absolutely shatters. but, there is PEACE in that, because Daddy KNOWS that there is NO OTHER PLACE Daddy would want You to be...
no hurt. no pain. no anger. no bitterness. no jealousy. no accusations. no ugliness. no hatred... i TRULY. THANK. GOD that You will NEVER have to experience ANY of that. i know that Daddy still has so much more work to do here, but i am so ready... i am
ready for Jesus to Come get us, and take us Home. i am BEYOND READY for You to “Hold You”. i am BEYOND READY to hug You, Kiss You, Laugh with You, run, and jump, and play with You. i am BEYOND READY to look You in the Eyes, tell You how Proud of You i am, Kiss You, tell You how much i have Missed You, SHOW YOU how much i Love You, and NEVER have to worry about that ending again... oh. what a Beautiful Day...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. Daddy’s Heart hurts. so bad. today i can’t look at a single picture without it shredding my Heart in two. every song, every memory, every picture...
Daddy is trying, so incredibly hard to be Strong. today is hard... i don’t know if it was the colder weather, or that it was “Daddy’s weekend” with You... but today has hurt...
i KNOW You are Looking down on Daddy, and Reminding me that You are Good. that You are Happy. that You are not Hurting, or will EVER be in pain again... but the more days Daddy spends without You here on Earth, Daddy hurts and misses You more.
as i lay down, read my Love Letter from Jesus, and try to close my eyes and rest, Daddy needs You. i need You to Hold Me. i need You to whisper to me, and tell me that everything is going to be ok, and that YOU are Proud of me. i need Your “easy kisses”...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. where do i start... another day that i want God to wash away. today was hard BabyGirl. Daddy wishes that God would wash away the past 2 months...
i keep looking for the Rainbow, but all i can see is the rain BabyGirl. Daddy Loves You BabyGirl. i received a photo book today, and it was so incredibly beautiful. when i lay down to get some rest, i want You to look at it with me...i know You will Love it...
Daddy needs You to ask Jesus to help Daddy ok BabyGirl? Daddy’s Heart hurts. Daddy’s Heart is broken. Daddy’s Heart is BEYOND shattered. i think about You, and i miss You, EVERY. SINGLE. SECOND, of EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. and my Heart will continue to be broken and shattered until i see You, hold You, play with You, run with You, and tell You how Proud of You i am, and how much and how deep I Love You...
but my Heart is also shattered and broken for PaPa. He had to go see the Doctor, and He is a little sick... so Please ask Jesus to Heal PaPa, and be with Him too... i KNOW that Jesus is in COMPLETE control, and in His Name, and through His Sacrifice, i know and believe PaPa will be Healed.
I Love You my Beautiful Angel BabyGirl. and i am in pain tonight, but i KNOW my Joy will come in the morning...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. today, another day, was so incredibly hard, and beyond emotional. my Heart hurts BabyGirl. my SOUL hurts BabyGirl...
i just want to go back to when this world was good. when Daddy had You, and You had Daddy. when i wasn’t afraid of facing another day... when ALL i needed was a Hug from my BabyGirl, and Her “Easy Kisses”, to make Daddy’s world better, and brighter. oh until i Hug You, and Hold You again...
BabyGirl, Daddy PROMISES this... i Promise that i will Live everyday, with the intent to try to better this World. JUST LIKE You and Jesus have.
i Promise that i will Love. i will be Kind. i will be Compassionate.
and above ALL, i Promise, that i will do ALL that i can to bring Honor, Glory, Happiness and Joy to You, and Jesus...
Daddy needs You BabyGirl... i miss You. every. single. second, Daddy misses You. i am trying, so very hard, to be Strong and Courageous. and i am doing everything i can to keep my Eyes, my Mind, my Ears, my Heart and my Soul focused on Christ, and continuing to spread Your Light. but Daddy is being hit. HARD. and it hurts. but God is STILL Good. and even in the Storm, Daddy will continue to Praise Him, and Raise my Hands...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. today has probably been one of the hardest days for Daddy since Jesus called You Home...
when You left this World, it was a scary, dark, and sometimes ugly place. but then You and Jesus began to change it... and as much as it hurts Daddy, it seems that it is slowly beginning to return to the scary, dark, and VERY ugly. some of the things that people say are so very hurtful. i TRULY PRAISE GOD that You will never have to see that... THAT is the “silver lining” right? because Daddy ALWAYS taught You to “see the GOOD in people, and in ALL things...” well, Daddy needs Your help now, because i am truly starting to see less and less of that. and that shatters what is left of Daddy’s Heart more than anything in this world.
You will never have to see ugly, greed, malice, disappointment. You will never be accused, and You will NEVER have Your Integrity and Character questioned or degraded. so for THAT, i am so Thankful. because it hurts BabyGirl. it HURTS. BAD.
i know that Heaven is so incredibly Beautiful, and You are running, and jumping, and swinging, and playing, and sliding, and LAUGHING... so tonight, Daddy needs You to send me some of that, somehow, someway, if You can...
because right now, Daddy needs the WORLDS BIGGEST “Bam Baid”...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. today was a difficult day for Daddy. as sad as it makes Daddy to have to reschedule things that we have planned for You, i know in my Heart that it is for the best, for everyone. the Love, Prayers, uplifting words that EVERYONE continues to show Daddy, is BEYOND anything that i could ever put into words. and i know how Happy that makes You BabyGirl. and how big that makes Your beautiful smile... i ALWAYS Love watching you play “dress-up”... Your imagination is WORLDWIDE...
Daddy was very sad today, because i miss You BabyGirl. every second of everyday Daddy misses You. today was hard though... but i Promised You... i will ALWAYS see the good in this World, even if i have to search a million miles... i will ALWAYS Love without limits, (because that is what YOU DO...) i will ALWAYS speak life. through every circumstance... and Daddy will ALWAYS Trust and Look to Jesus. in EVERY situation...
I Love You BabyGirl. and Daddy will NEVER be able to say it enough, i am so incredibly Proud of You... You will FOREVER be Daddy’s Hero...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. as the rain drops continue to fall, so do Daddy’s tears. the rain has been refreshing, and the weather has been chilly, and i know how much You always Love the cold weather...
this weekend was very emotional, on so many different levels. Jesus CONTINUES to bring people, and HAND PICK people to be in Daddy’s life. and i think You just might have something to do with that...
i felt raindrops fall on my cheeks today, and i KNOW that they were Kisses from You. Daddy needed them. Daddy ALWAYS needs them. and when Daddy needs something, ANYTHING, You and Jesus are ALWAYS it...
Daddy went to Target today to pass out some of Your cards. as i was walking through the baby’s clothes section, i saw a Pinkn’Purple dress, and headband. it brought me to my knees. i just stood, and looked at it, and thought about how absolutely beautiful You would look, wearing this, on Easter Sunday. but then i thought... “this dress will NEVER. EVEN. COMPARE to how ABSOLUTELY. GORGEOUS You are going to look, and the MOST. BEAUTIFUL dress that You will be wearing on Easter Sunday...”
Daddy’s Heart is hurting BabyGirl. so much. but once again, seeing all of the amazing and beautiful things You and Jesus are doing, and changing this world, fills Daddy’s Heart. i am so Proud of You BabyGirl...
please, give me “Easy Kisses” tonight BabyGirl. Daddy needs them...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. Daddy Loves You. unconditionally... You know that right? how i wish i could have another moment, to tell You, to SHOW You, how much is “unconditional”...
even though today was another emotional day, Daddy did God Big things in Your Name... oh how i can not wait to show You. Daddy cried so many tears today thinking about You. Your smile. Your Touch. the Sound of Your Voice, the Sound of Your Laughter. Your WORLD Sized Heart. Your God Big Compassion. and Your Heaven Size Love...
i am so incredibly Proud of You BabyGirl... i talked to Mommy today for a little bit, and she is so Proud of You also. but we miss You. so incredibly much...
there is not a single.thing in this world, that i ever do, that i am not reminded of You... i try my hardest to stay busy, and occupied, but it still does not help. it hurts. so incredibly bad. but even if i could, i would never ask You to leave Heaven...
I Love You my Precious Angel, and i felt Your Angel Kisses today, and Your softest whispers, telling me to “Smile Daddy, I
am so Proud of you too...” i needed that BabyGirl. more than You will EVER know...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. as ALWAYS, i miss You... so incredibly much. more than i will EVER be able to express, or put into words. Daddy had another very hard day today, and i know that hurts You, and makes You so very sad...
this World is FULL of beautiful things, and beautiful people. but sometimes, there are very ugly, and very hurtful things said. and i TRULY Praise and THANK GOD that you will NEVER have to experience that BabyGirl... as hard as that is to type, and as much as that breaks and destroys Daddy’s Heart (knowing that you won’t experience things HERE) i am SO very Thankful and Blessed...
i am doing everything i can to keep my eyes, my ears, my mind, my focus, my Heart, and my Soul on YOU and Jesus, but sometimes it is hard BabyGirl. it is SO very hard...
so as i put down my phone, close my eyes, and say “goodnight” to ANOTHER “worst day ever” (because EVERY day without You is...) please be with me BabyGirl. please calm my mind, calm my thoughts, and tell Jesus, “Daddy needs rest...”
i need “Easy Kisses” tonight my BabyGirl...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. today was a rough day. a VERY rough day beautiful. i know, that because of all of the lives changing, and all of the beautiful things that You & Jesus are doing, and accomplishing, the enemy is working. and trying to do everything to stop the Beautiful and GOD BIG things You are doing...
i Pray, that i continue to keep my eyes on Christ, and continue to make You Happy, and make You Proud... i am so sorry BabyGirl. today was just a very hard day for Daddy. but even through the bad, and the stress, and the negative, i STILL felt You with me... i heard You... i closed my eyes, and i saw You. and THAT, is all Daddy needs... i PROMISE, i will do ALL that i can, to make tomorrow a better day.
Please keep smiling on Daddy, so that i can CONTINUE to share the Love and Grace of Jesus, and CONTINUE to spread Your Light BabyGirl. Please be with me tonight BabyGirl. stop my mind from all of the negative, and the worry in Daddy’s mind. i need You with me tonight BabyGirl... need YOU...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... Daddy Loves You. so much. i know that You know that, but Daddy still has to say it... i say it every moment, of everyday. as much as it rips Daddy’s Heart in two, that i will not be able to tell you that again here on Earth, i am counting down the days that i get to say it to You EVERY SECOND when i get Home. and i will NEVER have to fear of that day coming to an end again...
i constantly think about You, and what You are doing daily... (other than running, and swinging, and sliding, and playing with Jesus...) but i do. constantly think about what you do now... and i know it is BEYOND beautiful. Daddy misses You BabyGirl, and Daddy’s Heart hurts. so much...
i feel You with me. throughout every day. i hear You. i see You. but i am still hurting BabyGirl... but i will ALWAYS carry You with me, and will CONTINUE to push forward, and spread the Love and Grace of Jesus, and do EVERY. SINGLE. THING in my power and strength to spread Your Light, Your Love, and Your Legacy. i know that You know, but in the past... almost 2 months, since Jesus called You Home, this World has been a nicer place. there is more Kindness... more Compassion... more Generosity... more LOVE. and i think You might have something to do with that BabyGirl...
as i write this with tears pouring down my cheeks, i will ALWAYS remember, and keep in my Heart what you said about this World, and Christmas... “Daddy, I wish everyday was Christmas...” “why BabyGirl?” “because everyone is so much nicer, and sweeter, and it is always so much more Beautiful...”
oh my BabyGirl... because of YOU, everyday now feels a little more like Christmas... so thank You BabyGirl. Daddy is SO Proud of You...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
]]>Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... today was an emotional day for Daddy. on many different stages. in every moment, of everyday, Daddy just wants to make You Happy, and make You Proud... because You are ALL Daddy thinks about. i miss You BabyGirl. so incredibly much i miss You...
Heaven is SO Beautiful. and today at Church, i got to experience JUST AN OUNCE of that Beauty... we sang “You are Here”, and i felt You. i felt Jesus. and i raised my hands, and all i could do was cry...
Pastor Rick spoke on Grace, and it was beautiful. that is something that Daddy is working on, and i know that makes You Happy. because You are full of Grace. and Compassion. and Kindness. and Love. so i Pray, with ALL of my Heart, that when Daddy grows up, i can be just like YOU...
You are Daddy’s Heart. Daddy’s World. You are Daddy’s EVERYTHING. i am so Proud of You BabyGirl...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
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Hi my silly girl... I know you & Jesus are making the silliest, funniest faces together, & laughing so hard your little belly hurts... that sound was one of THE. GREATEST sounds Daddy has ever heard... I miss you my BabyGirl. tonight was hard... The first Ash Wednesday service since you went Home. Daddy cried, & Thanked Jesus for YOU. The first of many things that Daddy will have to do... I am Praying, &
listening to Jesus where I need to be, & what I need to do for the next 40 days to get EVEN CLOSER to Him. & I
promise BabyGirl, as soon as I know, i will talk & share with you... You are Daddy’s Heart.
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for me...
I am more proud of You today, than I
was yesterday, & tomorrow, I will be more proud of You than I am right now...
with EVERY beat of my Heart, I Love You my BabyGirl...
]]>Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... i miss you. every second, i miss you. today was another emotional day...
i went to a sweet young lady’s soccer game (they go to church with us, and named their team “The Ravens” just for YOU) and they won 17-0... You would have been so proud...
and then i went to several of your favorite places, (academy, party city & the book store) and Daddy was able to Bless a few families, with the cards we made for You BabyGirl... Daddy’s favorite part, was being able to get a few little ones new Bibles, because that has ALWAYS been Daddy’s most important job with You. Teaching You Jesus...
as much Joy and Happiness that it brought, it was still so incredibly hard for Daddy. because for just a small second, it was real... 💔💔💔
so please. keep smiling for Daddy, and give me “easy kisses” when You do... You are Daddy’s Heart & Soul, and You are Daddy’s Heartbeat...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... today was another very emotional day for Daddy. i got to talk to a LOT of people about You, and You know how that always makes Daddy so happy. as happy as that makes Daddy, it is still so very hard at times...
because i miss You, more than i could EVER try to put into words, or explain. i felt You with me today BabyGirl... talking about You, and sharing Your story, and then visiting with all of “best friends.” i ALWAYS feel You with me BabyGirl. but it still hurts Daddy’s Heart. so bad...
when i was at school today, i got to bring books to all of your “best friends”, and i could see the Joy and Happiness that it brought them. and i thought of YOU. because when i think of Joy, and Happiness, and Laughter, and Love, i see YOU BabyGirl...
“Oh, The Places You’ll Go...” even though You have gone to the ends of the Earth, and touched EVERY Continent, and EVERY Country, You will FOREVER be in Daddy’s Heart, Daddy’s Mind, and Daddy’s Soul... seeing this picture hurts Daddy’s Heart, beyond words. but You did it BabyGirl. “Oh, The Places You HAVE GONE...”
i will NEVER be able to express how absolutely Proud of You Daddy is... even though my Heart hurts, and i am still, so broken, Please... keep smiling down on Daddy, and ALWAYS give me “easy kisses”, and sweet whispers...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG
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Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... the sun was shining again today, so I felt You smiling down on me. Daddy needs that, more than ever right now... there is LITERALLY, not a SINGLE. SECOND that goes by, that i am not thinking about You. Daddy misses You BabyGirl, and my Heart hurts, more than i could ever express...
i took our Dasher in today to get his check up, and his shots (i know those always made You so nervous and scared BabyGirl 💔💔) and he did so good... Daddy was right there with him, just like i was with You, at EVERY. SINGLE. APPOINTMENT You EVER had. i thought about YOU, and cried, so many tears while i was there. when i look at him, i see You... he is SO FULL of energy, and hyper, and LOVES to play. i close my eyes, and imagine you here with him, playing, and running, and jumping in the leaves, and taking him out to potty, and going to the park with him...
i miss You BabyGirl. my Heart hurts. so much... but i promised You, everyday, i PROMISE, i will do something to make You Happy. to make You Proud. to make You smile. so tomorrow, i will get to talk, ALL ABOUT YOU, and Jesus. and i know that will make You Proud. be with Daddy BabyGirl. i KNOW You will...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... it was rainy today, and a little chilly. i thought about you, (as i do, EVERY. SECOND, of EVERY single day...) and thought about all of the fun, we ALWAYS had playing in the rain...
so today, i played in the rain. i splashed, i spun, i walked through puddles, i looked up to you, and i cried... today was an extremely emotional day BabyGirl...
i talked about you, a lot. i talk about you, every single chance i get. as hard as it is at times, there is nothing else in this world, that i would rather talk about. Christ and my BabyGirl.
“It is ok to cry, when there is so much on my mind. Even the clouds rain too, when things get heavy...”
Thank you for the rain today BabyGirl... Daddy needed it. even if to just wash away, a little of the pain...
Daddy is sad BabyGirl, Daddy’s Heart hurts, so much... but i carry You with me. Always...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... i sat in the playroom today for a little while, looking at all the baby’s that we used to play with... i still haven’t moved them from the last place you had them all. i can’t...
those were some of the greatest moments, & nights of Daddy’s life... just us 2, playing. creating a “movie” with all of your baby’s. Daddy will never be able to put into words, or explain how that filled my Heart. your imagination is one of THE. MOST beautiful things i have ever been Blessed to see.
i KNOW Heaven has the most beautiful “baby’s” for you to play with, & i know you haven’t stopped... i know that day will come again, when we will play “baby’s”, & i will never have to be afraid of that day ending... Daddy is so beyond shattered, & broken. but i KNOW that Jesus has so much for me to do here, before He calls me Home. for US BabyGirl...
Please keep smiling for Daddy BabyGirl...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
hi my beautiful BabyGirl... Daddy stopped by the donut store this morning before Church, (just like we did every Sunday...) and when I walked into your class, little Bella was the first one to see me, and gave me the biggest hug... that is still one of the hardest hugs. just like Daddy does, she misses you. so much BabyGirl.
it was sunny today, so I know you were smiling down on me... It hurts. Daddy’s Heart hurts so much BabyGirl, because i see you, and i hear you, but i can’t hold you...
so please. keep smiling down on me, & keep asking Jesus to help you send Daddy kisses...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, and tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY single ounce, Daddy Loves You, with EVERY single beat, of my Heart...
ILYBG
]]>Today was a hard day BabyGirl... EVERY. DAY is hard, but today... I cried so many tears for you. I KNOW You are with Jesus, & there is no sadness, or hurt, or pain, or fear... but Daddy’s Heart hurts BabyGirl. I miss you. more than I could EVER begin to put into words...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for me...
If I could have, just ONE MORE BabyGirl Kiss, I would want a million more...
ILYBG