Goodnight BabyGirl - March 11, 2020

Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl. as ALWAYS, i miss You... so incredibly much. more than i will EVER be able to express, or put into words. Daddy had another very hard day today, and i know that hurts You, and makes You so very sad...

this World is FULL of beautiful things, and beautiful people. but sometimes, there are very ugly, and very hurtful things said. and i TRULY Praise and THANK GOD that you will NEVER have to experience that BabyGirl... as hard as that is to type, and as much as that breaks and destroys Daddy’s Heart (knowing that you won’t experience things HERE) i am SO very Thankful and Blessed...

i am doing everything i can to keep my eyes, my ears, my mind, my focus, my Heart, and my Soul on YOU and Jesus, but sometimes it is hard BabyGirl. it is SO very hard...

so as i put down my phone, close my eyes, and say “goodnight” to ANOTHER “worst day ever” (because EVERY day without You is...) please be with me BabyGirl. please calm my mind, calm my thoughts, and tell Jesus, “Daddy needs rest...”

i need “Easy Kisses” tonight my BabyGirl...

Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...

with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...

ILYBG