Goodnight BabyGirl - March 2, 2020

hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... the sun was out today, so i know you were smiling down on me, just like you were here with Daddy. i miss seeing the sun glowing off of you. i miss singing with you in the backseat. i miss having a TRUE reason smile. i miss You...

i did something today, that i Pray made you happy, & smile. i am doing everything i can, every chance i can, to crawl BabyGirl. to take a step. but it is sometimes too unbearably hard... Daddy’s Heart is hurting, so incredibly bad, but is also filling with Love, every time someone tells me a story. or shares something with Daddy, about what YOU & Christ are doing in their lives... but i’m hurting.

so when Daddy does start hurting, i try, with every ounce of me, to close my eyes, & watch you... watch you jumping. running. swinging. sliding. dancing. singing. skating. playing. laughing...

so, as hard as it is, & as much as it hurts at times, please. keep smiling for Daddy. because in the end, that is what Daddy lives for...

Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, and tuck her in tight for Daddy...

with every beat, & every ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You my BabyGirl...

ILYBG