Goodnight BabyGirl - March 9, 2020
Hi my Beautiful BabyGirl... Daddy Loves You. so much. i know that You know that, but Daddy still has to say it... i say it every moment, of everyday. as much as it rips Daddy’s Heart in two, that i will not be able to tell you that again here on Earth, i am counting down the days that i get to say it to You EVERY SECOND when i get Home. and i will NEVER have to fear of that day coming to an end again...
i constantly think about You, and what You are doing daily... (other than running, and swinging, and sliding, and playing with Jesus...) but i do. constantly think about what you do now... and i know it is BEYOND beautiful. Daddy misses You BabyGirl, and Daddy’s Heart hurts. so much...
i feel You with me. throughout every day. i hear You. i see You. but i am still hurting BabyGirl... but i will ALWAYS carry You with me, and will CONTINUE to push forward, and spread the Love and Grace of Jesus, and do EVERY. SINGLE. THING in my power and strength to spread Your Light, Your Love, and Your Legacy. i know that You know, but in the past... almost 2 months, since Jesus called You Home, this World has been a nicer place. there is more Kindness... more Compassion... more Generosity... more LOVE. and i think You might have something to do with that BabyGirl...
as i write this with tears pouring down my cheeks, i will ALWAYS remember, and keep in my Heart what you said about this World, and Christmas... “Daddy, I wish everyday was Christmas...” “why BabyGirl?” “because everyone is so much nicer, and sweeter, and it is always so much more Beautiful...”
oh my BabyGirl... because of YOU, everyday now feels a little more like Christmas... so thank You BabyGirl. Daddy is SO Proud of You...
Jesus, please say our Prayers with my BabyGirl, & tuck her in tight for Daddy...
with EVERY beat, & EVERY ounce of Daddy’s Heart, I Love You BabyGirl...
ILYBG